and I knew that you meant it
Forever in my heart

Rest easy my wonderful uncle and godfather. Robert J. Walters

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You.

I had once started a list of all the things I love about you. I’m not sure where that ended up of all the things that were on it. But even if I can’t recall, I’m sure i’ve mentally added a whole lot more to the list since then.

There is one thing though that I have fully come to realize just today. And that’s that I have never felt so comfortable with a person as I am with you. I don’t need to wear makeup, I can wear sweats and big baggy shirts, just tonight I took a shower with you and left my hair to air dry. That’s some risky business. I’m naked with you and I’m silly with you and I’m ridiculous with you and it only works because you find me that much more appealing because of it. You are literally my best friend. I never wanna be any less than or anyone other than myself as long as I’m with you. As long as you’re there. I love myself and I love you.

It’s just such a depressing time right now.

and summer is supposed to be exciting.

I put your socks on this morning.

I know that doesn’t sound fashionable, nor does it sound appropriate, for that matter; but when I woke up at the start of this horrible day, I could tell I would need to carry a little part of you with me to get myself through it. The same way that wearing your sweatpants to bed comforts me, wearing your socks underneath my DSW boots in the cold and the rain gives me my own little secret to hide through the makeup-painted smile on my face.

I knew before it even began that today was giving me a bad vibe. It was as if I had some sort of a premonition about it. And sure enough, I pulled up that window shade that does a shitty job of keeping the sunlight away and found a gray sky staring back at me. I walked that dreadful campus and I watched as each and every one of them moved through a collective cloud of smoke, smelling the fire that had just recently caused a commotion on the main road, all in some state of panic. If it wasn’t in the way they walked, it was written all over their ugly faces. I drove home early just to get a break from it all.

Maybe it was just me. But it seemed that nothing about today matched up quite the way it should.

At least my feet were happy. (:

Mistakes

I don’t know what goes through my head half the time, whether it be good or bad is beyond me. I do things a lot or say things without thinking… Which is ironic, considering the fact that I’m well known for over thinking and analyzing things far too much just to be sure that I say or do things right. I may not do the right thing all the time on impulse, but what I do know is that I don’t need to think about the way I feel when I look at you. I don’t need to use my brain at all when it comes to you, I don’t think about how to kiss you or how to be with you or how to love you because my heart does it all. I know in my heart how I feel about you and I don’t wanna let that feeling go. And if that means that I have to learn the hard way from my mistakes, then so be it. Because you deserve the world and I’m gonna try my hardest to give it to you on a silver platter.

When night falls I wanna reach up to the stars and collect them in a basket. I wanna give you a gift that shines just as bright as you do. I wanna take those stars and put them in your eyes because that’s what you do for me. My shine is everlasting when you’re around, and that’s why I’d like to keep you. We could forever sleep in the crescent moon and play among the stars.